I KNOW IT IS LONG BUT PLZ HELP & I'LL GIVE YOU 10 PTS & ANSWER ANY QUESTIONS YOU HAVE!!!!?

To be honest, I think if you dropped the jealousy or even just suppressed it, you could EASILY be his number 1. Guys like confident girls. I agree with the first post for your actions and tell him in the note to him that you promise not to bring this stuff to him anymore, or that you will at least try your best to contain yourself. Eventually you will gain the control you want if you keep working on it.